Third entry

IT’s january 22nd. We are currently in Prag. To be honest, I haven’t been feeling my best. We just finished the vacation with the parents of Alex. It was definitely fun but it did not give me the time and space to continue working on establishing a routine for myself.

Also in the last few days, I have been struggeling with waking up early to have time to work out and take care of myself before starting with work. I don’t feel great in my body and in my skin (especially in this moment after eating sushi subsequent to taking a protein shake, it makes feel really bloated and fat). Also, I keep seeing girls in Prag who are quite fashionable with great hair. They look like they really take care of themselves. I have the feeling I have not been doing this for a few days especially when it come to what I wear. This does not give me a great feeling about myself and rob me of the daily joy of dressing up that I used to have.

Hopefully writing this words as a brain dump would help me to get back on track and also give myself another chance.